Back then I did any kind of acting gig, free or not, I didn't believe I could make a living out of acting. It's hard, I realize this now. I'm shocked I didn't know this 10 years ago when I was 20. Now, I'm looking at acting gigs that pay so I can pay my bills-acting jobs. I hate myself for being so naive. Now, I feel like I can accept acting in my life being that it's practical now. Forgive the rambling....